Heartache

My heart, ache so much.
Not since the breakup 3 years ago,
the back stabs 2 years ago,
the fight with my friend last year,
that i had felt so down.

It hurts,
it really does.

The arrow of guilt always
penetrate my already fragile esteem.

At this point,
there isn't really any ground left for me to stand for myself.

Do i still care?









no.