Fear.

To be frank, i traveled a lot,
i mean, the longest period was when i was spending my
holiday at my Uncle's place in San Francisco, for two months.

And i know, in the end,
i have a home to return to.

But now, i don't know how to explain this but...
i had a dream last night,
i couldn't recall much, but far as i know,
it's fear. Like...i don't know what to do away from home
for a long period...

Yes, i'll be back on chinese new year...but that'll
be like...what? 5 months later?
And how much time will i have to spend at home?

I kinda feel regret that i haven't been spending my time
in a way that it's not like i'm wasting it for the past 7 months or so.