Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaurs [Trailer]

Judging from the trailer alone, it's definitely a must watch for this summer. It's hilarious!!

Right to Sulk

I skimmed through a couple blogs today, and it seems EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM are complaining about how miserable they are, how pathetic they are, blah, blah blah.

To me, ya'll have no right to complain.

So what you were rejected?
Been there, done that.

So what you got dumped?
Been there, done that.

So what you have a deep craving for cigarettes?
Been there, done that. (Although in my case, it's prozac that i craved)

So what you felt miserable?
Been there, done that.

So what something/someone pisses you off?
Been there, done that.

What's worst, people manipulate me, toy with my feelings, hurt me, pushes me away without even a word of explanation...the list goes on and on.

What's worst, i can't even name more than 2-3 person that i can truly count as real friends. Sure, they claim they are my friends, but i'm only their friend when they needed me for help.

So suck the fucking up, you moron, so what he doesn't love you back? Ha! How does that feels now? Being hurt by the person you fell deeply for.

You are in no position to sulk or whatever, because ya'll should just suck it up and pretend nothing's wrong, just like i do, everytime some loser like you pop into my life, fool me, toy with my feelings, and leave.

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

It's nice to know that you were there,
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

One last question,
have you ever consider the fact that i've nowhere to turn to except licking my own wounds after you left me in a miserable state?

Some parts of this post goes to the 2 person who left me full of cuts and bruises in my heart. Thank you for making me realize that the word that spell LOVE is nothing but a myth, and it's actually something venomous instead of the beautiful imagery most medias present us with.




Wisdom of Avril Lavigne: So Much For My Happy Ending (My Happy Ending)
Wisdom of Nicole Scherzinger: Happily Never After
Wisdom of Lesley Roy: Crushed

Blah

So, i don't exactly have anything deep or meaningful to say (not that any of the crap i posted are meaningful anyway), but just figured i'd post a lil' update on how these few days have been in my kinda boring life.

1. Mom, being the picky shopaholic she is, added a new Vuitton to her already massive Vuitton collection, the new Monogram Kalahari, and yet she still have the nerves to complain about the budget for renovating our new home in Juru Heights. (Who ask her to hire some guy who happens to be one of the most sought after interior designer in northern M'sia?)

2. Ah, now that i think of it, i haven't yet got the time to blabber about the foreign students get together thing organized by the oversea compatriots affairs commision last Saturday. I was (kinda, sorta, not really, no...) looking forward to it, since it's free lunch and field trip for me! Or so i thought. Yay...or not. Anyway, first thing (yes, i use "thing", instead of "person") i saw when i reach the central school area are a bunch of hyenas/hippos/cows yaking away. I know, i could have use skank to describe them, but i choose not to. Skank is such an elegant word, so i wouldn't want to tarnish its reputation.

So, i thought to myself, yeah, i can deal with them being around, although they were really getting on my nerves, but i stay put, up untill when they started to perform they circus act. I ain't gonna elaborate on it, but, let's just say if i had a matchet or gun at sight, i'd kill myself to end the misery of enduring the pain of being toture by those hos.

3. Speaking about hos, i took part in the vocab contest last friday, and, much to my dismay, beyotches was running amok in the lecture hall where the contest was held. God, they're like...some kinda germs or something, they're everywhere. Being the nasty person i am, i pronounce the B word after on of the queen Beyotch walked in to the hall. Ha!

4. By the way, i kept forgetting to blog a bit about the Sexual Orientation seminar/talk thingie i attend last Tuesday. God, it was great. First time in my life where a what should be taboo subject in M'sia is openly discussed, and much to my surprise, a lot of straight as a pole administation people in the University attended the seminar! I was this close from crying because when being who you are is treated as a form of crime from where you are, it's like a relief from being restrict or something. (I'm choking back tears here. I need kleenex now!)



So, there ya go. A lil' blabber on the events of my life of the past week.

Earth Hour 2009

An aerial view from Hulu Hangat. Landmark buildings such as KLCC and KL Tower observed the Lights Out event in conjunction with Earth Day 2009.
(photo courtesy of The Star.)

So, my effort in being a part of Earth Hour 2009 is by turning off my lights at 8:00p.m.
and i haven't turn it back on...well, no point turning it back on since power's out at 12:00a.m. anyway.

There, Wyatt helped saved 4 hours worth of carbon footprints.
(*Gimme a few claps ya'll! clap, clap clap!!)
Hope my teeny bit of effort would help, if not a little.

Oh...btw, i rushed to Starbucks and bought a venti caramel macchiato and i got a venti honey orange latte for free! Yes, they have this buy one free one promotion today, so, being the coffee addict i am, i made Viecie drive me to the town square's Starbucks in chilly wind and waited in line for over 40 minutes, just for the coffee. There goes 2 paper cups, 2 insulating sleeve, 2 platic cover and a plastic stand thingie for the cups. Well, at least i recycled them.

I'm huge on recycling. (Another clap for me!! Yeah!)
So, i know none of you really care to leave a comment or anything,
but i hereby urge ya'll to love the very earth that cultivates you by putting some effort in earth saving activities like recycling.

Peace.

OMFG, It's Happening.

Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi will seek an audience with the Yang di Pertuan Agong on Thursday (April 2) to express his intention to step down as Prime Minister. He told delegates attending the Umno General Assembly on Saturday that he hoped the official ceremony for the handing over of power to Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak could be held the same day.
Other developments:
* Dr M to rejoin Umno.
* Najib: Judge me on my actions.
* Muhyiddin pledges to be a good and loyal No.2.
* Zahid rouses delegates with his oratory skills.
* Hishammuddin: Allow Grade A teachers to enter politics.
* Shafie: Listen to the younger generation.


OMFG, this mark the doom of the country. It's happening, the devil himself is this close from sticking his ass on the throne.

Taylor Swift - Crazier [Official Music Video]

Heroes Season 3 - Cold Snap [My own Blabber and commentaries]

Oh my God. This is the first time i watch the same episode of a tv show over and over for more than a dozen times. This episode of the third season of Heroes, entitled Cold Snap is like the best episode ever! The scene where Tracy Strauss let loose of her full ability of manipulating ice is awesome! God, i just couldn't stop watching the scene where her face glows and suddenly, the whole underground turns into a giant freezer with the water from the sprinkler wetting everything else. Besides the Ice-Bursting scene (as i affectionately refer it as *barf*), the comical scene where Hiro and Ando dealing with baby Matt is hilarious, and the scene where Matt uses his power to create a storybook ending for the speedster Daphne is so touching it put tears in my eyes. Aww... So sad she's dead... Oh, and they revealed the identity of Rebel!

Zits - Why i Love Blogging

He has a point there.

Project Faux Newspaper

This is actually a newspaper me and the gang who created the news-casting project did for our Journalistic English mid-terms last semester. Click on the picture to enlarge. The order ascent from the bottom to the top. Sorry. It's all Blogger's fault. Hehehe...

Project (Crappy) News Casting

The complete video.



This is the NG version of the "interview".

This was a project created by me, Tai-Yi, Amber, Julie and Sandy. Kinda like an experimental project for our journalistic English class last semester. Turns out it was mediocre and crappy but we still had fun doin it, although it took us no more than 2 days to plan and shoot the whole crap. LOL!

Depress

I don't know what hit me,
but i just need to let this out.












I hate my fucking pathetic life.
There, i said it.
If any of you reading this happens to pity me,
drop me a comment.


Please.
Want me to beg?

Just for a pile of Gucci?!

I know i'm kinda late in posting this but,
i felt i had to, because this lady
is seriously crazy.
Ok, as a fellow crazed shopaholic (i can't get enough of Marc Jacobs!)
i myself am baffled over the extent the lady would go for just for 14 Gucci bags.
I mean, does all the commotions worth it at all??

Here's what happened:
Shoppers in Kaohsiung were shocked by a bizarre scene of a woman purchasing a few cab load of Gucci purses and handbags with 54 pieces of vouchers. Apparently, she collected the vouchers from her friends as well as from other purchases that she made elsewhere. Although the manager of Gucci said one person is entitle to use only one piece of voucher at a time, she refuse to budge and argue that the rule was not to be seen in the shopping guide. Things got out of hand when the people at Gucci got really suspicious of the origin of her massive amount of vouchers, and called the cops. The whole ordeal last for hours and ends with the manager apologize by kneeling down.

This lady is crazier than the lady who popped 8 babies.

Butterfly Fly Away

Breaking out the tiny pod,
wondering why it is so hot;
stir a little,
shudder a while,
looking forward to a brand new life.

Caterpillar in the tree,
have you wonder who you'll be?
Can't go far
but you can dream,
pouring out in the stream,
sunshine shower,
thousand stars.

Shake not your faith,
lose not your hope;
keep your head held high,
just keep on going.

Dream you may,
wish you might;
don't you worry,
hold on tight;
there will come a day,
take those dreams,
make them come true~

Butterfly fly away~

Taipei US/Canadian Higher Education Fair 2009 (II)

Remember a few post back i mentioned that i wasn't that keen on the school assigned for me for the education fair thingie? (I bet none, because no one seem to bother leaving any comments, duh!) Well, turns out Mr. James Harwood Koan (II) is a sweet guy after all. No religious tinted conversations, no barriers. In a span of 2 days, we kinda bonded. Sad i couldn't follow him over to the other two venues.

Dear Jim, i will definitely be visiting you if i travel to Phoenix.

Greta [Movie Trailer]

Greta (Hilary Duff) is a trip, but she’s not a vacation. She’s sixteen, bright, beautiful and seriously rebellious, full of sarcastic wit that barely disguises the hurt inside. Pushed aside by her mother, Karen (Melissa Leo), who is on her third marriage and counting, Greta is shipped off to her grandparents for the summer, and she’s not happy about it. In fact, she tells them that she fully intends to kill herself before the summer is over and is currently compiling a notebook of suicide methods. Acerbic, yet winningly impulsive, Greta is a stunning force of nature, disrupting her grandparents’ staid and settled lives and the Jersey Shore community they live in as well. Greta falls for a charismatic, young short-order cook (Evan Ross), only to find out he’s been in and out of a juvenile correctional facility for stealing cars. Now he’s determined to do something with his life, but as their romance heats up, Greta has to overcome the concerns of her grandparents (Ellen Burstyn, Michael Murphy) about her boyfriend’s criminal past. But soon a near catastrophe gives Greta a wake-up call and demonstrates how deeply her own actions impact those around her. Greta’s growing love for her elderly grandparents, along with the excitement of her first summer romance, gradually strips away her defenses, revealing the promising, charismatic young woman underneath her shell.

Hannah Montana The Movie [Trailer]

Oh man, can't wait for the movie to come out.
But first, i'll try to get my hands on the soundtrack.
Judging by the trailer, it should be way better than the candy floss,
superficial, in your face, so-sweet-its-sick High School Musical 3.

Condoms not the answer in AIDS fight, Pope says

The Associated Press

ABOARD THE PAPAL PLANE -- Pope Benedict XVI said on his way to Africa Tuesday that condoms were not the answer in the continent's fight against HIV, his first explicit statement on an issue that has divided even clergy working with AIDS patients.

Benedict had never directly addressed condom use. He has said that the Roman Catholic Church is in the forefront of the battle against AIDS. The Vatican encourages sexual abstinence to fight the spread of the disease.

"You can't resolve it with the distribution of condoms," the pope told reporters aboard the Alitalia plane headed to Yaounde, Cameroon, where he will begin a seven-day pilgrimage on the continent. "On the contrary, it increases the problem."

Some priests and nuns working with those living with HIV/AIDS question the church's opposition to condoms amid the pandemic ravaging Africa.

Benedict's first papal trip to Africa will take him to Cameroon and Angola. Africa is the fastest-growing region for the Roman Catholic Church, though it competes with Islam and evangelical churches.

The pope also said Tuesday that he intends to make an appeal for "international solidarity" for Africa in the face of the global economic downturn.

He said that while the church does not propose specific economic solutions, it can give "spiritual and moral" suggestions.

Describing the current crisis as the consequence of "a deficit of ethics in economic structures," the pope said: "It is here that the church can make a contribution."

On the plane, Benedict also dismissed the notion that he was facing increasing opposition and isolation within the church, particularly after an outreach to ultraconservatives that led to his lifting the excommunication of a Holocaust-denying bishop.

"The myth of my solitude makes me laugh," the pope said, adding that he can count on a network of friends and aides whom he sees every day.

In a letter to Catholic bishops released last week, the pope made an unusual public acknowledgment of Vatican mistakes and turmoil in his church over the rehabilitation of Bishop Richard Williamson.

While acknowledging mistakes were made in handling the affair, Benedict said he was saddened that he was criticized "with open hostility" even by those who should have known better.

Another moron blabbering their brainless "thoughts". Oh Lord, and it ain't in a religious way.

荒谬逻辑 Incongruous Logic

"If homosexuality was the normal way, God would have made Adam and Bruce." ----- ANITA BRYANT


On the whole, going against homosexuality and or anything else for that matter base solely on one own religion is not worth refuting, because in a democratic society, one should not imposing one’s belief onto someone who is not a believer. Religion and politics should never be place together, or else if the Muslims say no one should consume pork, just because it says so in the al-Quran, be it if we are Muslims or otherwise can only keep mum and obey. Is that equitable? Would you comply?

But, denouncing the statement by Anita Bryant above is still a useful way to set an exemplary, for it will shed lights on how ridiculous and overbearing the logic of homophobias are.

It is overbearing, because it forcefully imposes its own faith and belief on to the public and the society; it is ridiculous, because the way it annotate the intrinsic logic of the Bible sink into a point of sheer preposterous.

If homosexuality is erroneous, because instead of “Adam and Bruce”, God created “Adam and Eve”; on the other hand, if God approved of homosexuality, He will create two men, namely “Adam and Bruce”. If this is the case, then incest should be valid, and by condemning homosexuality, we are promoting incest. Based on this logic, if incest is another booboo, God should have not only create “Adam and Eve”, He should create a set of “David and Mary” as well, so to enable the offspring of both family to mate. Since we all know God only created “Adam and Eve”, so the grandchildren of Adam and Eve are no doubt the offspring of the incestuous mating between the sons and daughters of Adam and Eve. It might have even went as far as Adam and Eve themselves form sexual relationships with their own children.

In accordance to Anita Bryant’s logic, since God never created two sets of family, with only one man and one woman created, and that all men and women came from this set of family, that proves incest is indeed approvable; because if God is against incest and label incest as an act of evil. He should have created at least two sets of couples. But, God never did that, therefore, Incest IS approvable. No?

So, how would you perceive of the conclusion? Will those who condemn homosexuality by the abovementioned logic ready to accept the conclusion inferred out of the logic itself, that is incest is indeed acceptable?

From that we can see how childish and unreasonable are those who use the creationism theory from the Bible to lambaste homosexuals. Sadly, these incongruous theories will never make sense to those who practices blind faith, homophobic and brainless. If you were to learn from me by explaining the whole absurdity with some citations as proofs, those who still has a shred of conscience and has a somewhat healthy mindset would still have a sense of remorse for the way they think, but mark my words, few will bow and apologize to homosexuals nor they will take back whatever homophobic expressions they lashed out.

By the way, Anita Bryant was a beauty pageant; pretty without a brain, coincidence? You be the judge.

Britney Spears -If You Seek Amy [Official Music Video]

Aww My Friggin Damn!!! I was this close from dying of excitement!! (I know, shallow as i may sound, things like these does set me off) The video is HAWT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sizzling!!!!! Britney, you ROCK!!!!!!!! The sexy dance combine with a pack of hot bodies, it's Heaven on Earth!!!

Love the garb, and the shoe, Brit. I think the chiffon-y shoe are by Giuseppe Zanotti...not sure though.Love, love LOVE the video!!!!!! iF yoU SeeK Me!!!

Evaluation: A Process Which Consist of Butt Kissing to Survive

So i've heard,
news regarding the Medical department of TCU failed (again, duh!) in the TMAC evaluation thingie. I'm not really sure how the evaluation process goes, but to me, all these are just some screw up fuckheads trying hard to...well, screw things up.

The department i'm in, the English Literature department, will be facing the evaluation horror in less than a semester, and already, the president of the department already caleed for a conference on how to "improve" our department so to smooch the jury's asses and to pass the damn test.

By now, even morons would have sense the obvious sarcastic tone in the previous paragraph. I mean, does all those measly stuff worth it? It seems this is the trend of Taiwanese learning instituitions; departments and professors just don't have the "self" in them, and would do anything to please the government to survive.

In order not to get kick out of the country, i'm gonna shut my trap now, but mark my words, i could go on and on. But, i'll focus on my departments effort on kissing the evaluation panel's asses.

We have a small, cute (oh what the hell, literally empty) library exclusively to our department. So, in vain effort to boost traffic, Dr. K, our department's president forced every professors of our department to make the students borrow at least 5 books and write an annotation bibliography on the book. Aside from that, students who spend 5 hours in the library will each receive a 1 point boost on their final average score. Unfair right? We'll talk about later.

Back to the bibliography thing. I mean, is it even necessary? Compiling a tomb of our bibliography collection which, to be frank, i don't think many sane students would do so, because they'd simply copy every single word from the back of the cover. So, do we actually learn from the whole thing at all? It'll be just another run off the mill burden piling up on other stuff that are already burning our butt.

On to the 5 hours for 1 point thing, how will it be fair for people who actually work hard but just doesn't have the time to crawl to the library? (Me!!!)

Ugh, i'm sick of the whole evaluation thing. Dr. K has been hounding me for the past few weeks to assist him on the preparation. Setting up an English Corner, a book club, and etcetera. Man, these things progress slowly. Just because you present something you whipped up in less than a month isn't gonna do our department any good. It's like, people would do absolutely anything in vain, no matter how superstitious they are just to please others.

A few stacks of "proof" consist of papers with stamps indicating credit hours students spend in the Library to show how devoted the students are? You have got to be fucking kidding me. And worst, bribe them with average points? Wow. I'm speechless.

Here's a quote on a blog post by JYsim, a friend from the medical department.
It's a question of fire for warmth and burning up the house really, but as students we care only about the quality of education we receive. Being pampered from the very beginning (TCU is not really a university in terms of lectures and teaching methods), class reaction was radical to say the least. Powerpoints flew past our eyes, 3 seconds per slide, while some others chose to skip slides - "you'll learn this soon enough," "this is not really relevant," etc.
The consequence - we flip through books so thick they need cutting in half for better transportation. And some stupid fellas like me, need more than one book to truly understand. The library's collection of textbooks had all gone into hideout, leaving the ancient editions (I got a 2nd edition; the latest print is 4th) behind.
On top of that, we are bound to preparations for the cremation and memorial service of our silent mentor this weekend. Of that we really did our best despite the limited time and immense academic pressure. I am glad to be of assistance to the class in their choir during the service, while the short stage show they put up was simple, touching and memorable.

Sad, really. I think i'm gonna check and see if there are any switching opportunities. Maybe to NTU? Nah, too ambitious...Maybe Dong Hua University? Uh...Probably not...or maybe i'll think about it. Gosh. If the butt kissing fail to work, well, i might as well kiss my degree sayonara.

What I Like About You

Finally, i finished every single episode of What I Like About You after more than a year worth of downloading and waiting,

You know the feeling of how if you became a big fan of a certain tv show, and it grows on you so much that it'll make you cry if it ends? Well, never since Charmed that a show left me in such a state where tears stream down on the very last episode.

What I Like About You tells the story of Valerie "Val" Tyler and her younger sister, Holly Tyler. Val Tyler (Jennie Garth) is an uptight taskmaster who is very organized and somewhat neurotic. Holly (Amanda Bynes) is a rambunctious and narcissistic teenager who doesn't want to move to Japan where her father has a new job, arranging instead to move into her older sister Val's apartment in New York City. The show featured two strong sisters who love each other. They have equally loyal friends (Val's Lauren and Holly's Gary, or in later episodes Tina, for example).

I still remember a few lines that stuck on me. In the second last episode, Now and Zen, Lauren told Val that the reason she's so uptight and afraid of embracing happiness is that she always look for a flaw whenever there's happiness looming by.

That conversation got me thinking, really, i'm constantly uptight. I might never asked for any flaws or whatever to smack on my face, but i just couldn't help look for a way to be miserable about it. Sometimes, when things doesn't go my way, did i ever thought off digging the whole thing deeper to see if the Universe is trying to tell me something?

Like...like, ok. For example. Say you planned your dream wedding on a boat house, but, the bookings are full. It sucks, but suddenly, someone cancelled! Yay! right? But there's a catch to it. The person who cancelled had a Star Wars theme wedding all planned out and it's too late to change the whole thing unless you pay big bucks, so you either have to suck it up or leave it. So, do you suck it up, or you just simply bawl your heads out because you envisioned a "Starry" wedding instead of a "Satr Wars" wedding?

If you were to look deeper, maybe it's the Universe trying to tell you that, "Dude, suck it up, why do you have to go for the dark side everytime when you can just embrace the light?" Sure, cutting your wedding cake with a lightsaber and bridesmaid dressing as androids, and hell, you'll have to dress as the God-awful Princess Leia garb (ugh, that horrible bun hair style is a crime in every single galaxy), but look at the bright side, it's memorable. Right?

So, the past few days weren't that smooth for me, all with the sulking and misfortunes now and then, but i'm still alive, ain;t i? (Ok, it's not like i'm gonna die or anything, i'm just saying.) I still have friends who sing for me every night, (High five, Viecie, remember dude, Single Rawks!!!!) friends who listen to me blabbering on and on how miserable i am and drag me out for supper whenever i feel like shit.

Maybe i ain't as lucky as some people does, but i still have the moments.

Anyway, i'm glad i finished the show. Holly, Val, Gary. Tina, Vince, Lauren; you guys grew on me so much that i kinda felt like a part of your weird circle, no, maybe more than that, like family. I will definitely missed the show.

Could be the worst day of My Life

I woke up early mornin',
feelin' like a big pile of mess,
headache, nausea, fever and cough hit me all at once.

Man,
and i just found out that i left my entire stationery case in the damn post office...
My precious Knox (well, that's the name i gave to my precious pencil which stood by me for more than a decade, through blood, sweat and tears....) lost along with every other pens and stuff in the case....

Just when i thought things could not be getting any worst,
i hit a car while on my way back from the central campus after finishing class.
Well, i didn't exactly hit the car,
but that moron open his door and i just went right at it because it was way too dark.

I'm fine though,
just a few scratches on my knee.

Argh!

Shoe Fetish

Ok, first of all,
i am not a shoe fetish person, nor i am into wearing women's shoes..
i mean, eew.

Anyway, just because i don't have shoe fetish doesn't mean that i can't appreciate them as a form of art. I mean, take these Louis Vuitton Spicy Collection sandals for example, aren't they exquisite?

As seen on Louis Vuitton's Spring/Summer 2009 Show in Paris last October 5th 2008, the Spicy Sandal Collection offers a wide array of stilletos in rare and exotic leathers, tribal-inspired fringes, beads, sequins, gold-finish rivets and other rich embellishments which corresponds to the season's ethnic inspiration. These sexy 4.5-inch platform sandals comes in six different styles:

LEFT: Spicy Sandal in Red Python Leather. Made from luxurious python leather, this shoe features an ethnic-inspired mask formed from beads, sequins, fringes and gold-finish accessories. Has gold-finish Louis Vuitton lace tips,Monogram canvas insock that is padded for enhanced comfort, a faceted, multi-colored platform, and a leather sole. Available at Louis Vuitton for approximately $2217.

RIGHT: Spicy Sandal in Navy Suede Baby Goat Leather. Made from velvety suede, this shoe features beads, sequins, feathers and gold-finish accessories to form the striking tribal impression. Has gold-finish Louis Vuitton lace tips,Monogram canvas insock that is padded for enhanced comfort, a two-tone platform, and a leather sole. Available at Louis Vuitton for approximately $2289.

LEFT: Spicy Sandal in Pony Styled Calf Leather. Made from pony-styled calf leather with the famous Stephen Sprouse leopard print, this sexy stilleto features beads, feathers, rivets and gold-coloured laces, gold stitching, gold-finish Louis Vuitton lace tips, Monogram canvas insock that is padded for enhanced comfort, a two-tone platform and a leather sole. Available at Louis Vuitton for approximately $1569.

RIGHT: Spicy Sandal in Python Leather. This sexily laced stiletto sandals in exotic python leather features ethnic-inspired fringes, beads, sequins and gold-finish rivets, gold-finish Louis Vuitton lace tips, Monogram canvas insock that is padded for enhanced comfort, a two-tone platform and a leather sole. Available at Louis Vuitton for approximately $2778.

LEFT: Spicy Sandal in Burgundy Suede Baby Goat Leather. This shoe is made from velvety suede baby goat leather which features geometric beads and gold-finish accessories, gold-finish Louis Vuitton lace tips, Monogram canvas insock that is padded for enhanced comfort a faceted multi-coloured platform and a sturdy leather sole. Available at Louis Vuitton for approximately $1785.

RIGHT: Spicy Sandal in Patent Calf Leather. This sexy sandal made from black patent calf leather features beads, feathers, rivets and gold-coloured laces, gold-finish Louis Vuitton lace tips, Monogram canvas insock, padded for enhanced comfort, two-tone platform and a leather sole. Available at Louis Vuitton for approximately $1540.

image via Louis Vuitton

Thoughts on Life

"Do you understand the rest of your life is being shaped right now? It's up to you, you can walk out that door and fail this class and take your chances, or you could sit down, listen, and learn from somebody that's been there. Choice is yours. The rest of your life is a long time and whether you know it or not, it's being shaped right now. You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate, or bad luck, or bad choices, or you can fight back. Things aren't always gonna be fair in the real world, that's just the way it is. But for the most part you get what you give. Let me ask you all a question; what's worse, not getting everything you wished for or getting it all and finding out it's not enough. The rest of your life is being shaped right now with the dreams you chase, the choices you make, and the person you decide to be. The rest of your life is a long time and the rest of your life starts right now."

After finishing a re-run episode of One Tree Hill, one quote uttered by Haley stuck on me.
I am always the guy who just sits around sulking at my poor fate, but, come to think of it,
did i ever put in enough effort on changing my circumstances?

I know, one part of me might be arguing that i gave up medicine to pursue what i love proves i do realize i have to chase my own life, but, i never really knows how to shape it right, and there are times i just felt like things and circumstances are as bad as how it was.

Why do i always wave the white flag whenever i felt defeated? Was i ever being defeated? Or it is my own self that defeat myself? I told myself long ago, that i want to be this this and this, but now i felt that i'm doing things backwards, and i never fight back, not even a hint of struggling when i received blows.

I want to be someone, and not just someone someone, but SOMEONE, to prove to the world that i ain't scared of living. I need to shape things in the right mold, i want to live!

Science & Religion

Please bear in mind that the word "God" in the following text does not refer to any particular God but it only serves as a general context. So please don't assume I am talking about any particular religion. Thank you.

1) If God really exists, where was He when tsunami strikes those innocent people who lost their lives on that day while those who survived lost their homes, children lost their parents or parents lost their children?

2) Scientists and those who believe in Science (e.g. doctors) will only believe things which are based on facts. And they will only believe at something after many trials, experiments and thorough analysis. Do you think scientists will believe the existence of God? Scientists need proof, facts, solid results and not just words and mere explanation from other people.

3) Why are there so many different schools of teaching even in one religion, let's say Christianity, you have the Prostestant, Catholic, etc. If they are all believing in the same thing, why can't they get along together?

Below is an excerpt from the book Change of Heart by Jodi Picoult, my favourite author. I have ALL her books.


Shay: But...Son of God? Where's the proof?

Father Michael: That's what faith is. Believing without seeing.

Shay: Someone wrote the Bible, and it wasn't God. And he must have made decisions about what went in and what didn't. It's like when you write a letter, and you put in all the stuff you did during vacation but you leave out the part where your wallet got stolen and you got food poisoning.

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And it makes me think after reading this book that how accurate are the words in the Bible anyway when it's not even written by God himself. Or you just believe it without questioning it?

Some say God creates human beings with the ability for them to think themselves without being a robot. So it means, God is giving us the freedom to think of what religion or faith we want to believe in, right? Then why are some people condemning on others who do not believe in what they believe? I have a friend who is a Buddhist but her boyfriend is a Christian so she follows him to the church (I don't know which type of school it is) one day and at the sermon, she heard the father condemning other religions. She stops going. Who gives him the right to talk bad about other religions? I thought religion should teach us to respect each other.

We are free to think. We are free to choose. So be it.

(by Calvin)

Channeling My Energy

What was wrong with me?
Man, i swore to myself when i decided to crawl out of AIMST
and come to Taiwan that i will channel my energy in sulking over nothing
on something useful and proactive instead of suppressing the energy
by swallowing prescribed Prozac or anti-depressant.

Shame on myself for breaking my own promise.
Anyway,
mood swing like these seems to swagger by every now and then,
just depends on the magnitude.

Anyway, after crossing off two things from my tight schedule,
i've decided to write the script for the drama performance of the English Department week
Drama Performance night.
Now i feel pumped! Man,
i forgot how the rush of adrenaline came over me like waves of orgasm
whenever i write.

Apology Notice:

Dear You-Know-Who-You-Are,
i'd like to apologize for my outrageous behavior.
I was way over the line for acting out on you.
Therefore,
if you happen to read this,
I am so so sorry.
Hope there'll be no hard feelings.
And, i will leave you alone,
but i do hope we could still be friends.

Giving Up

So here's how things goes.
I've decided to lighten my burden by giving up on 2 things.

1. The stupid Xiamen University Interpretation Competition
Reason: If i represent the God-forsaken country, fund a few pennies on me wouldn't bust their bank! Why should i spend a few gazillion on air fare, accommodation and such measly thing using my own greens just so i can paste a smug on the damn country? And, come to think of it, if i miss my mid terms, my scholarship will definitely go poof.

2. The Singing competition this Friday.
Reason: After doodling with the pain in the ass guitar and tryin in vain to push my voice to match the pitch of Nicole Scherzinger, i came to a harsh conclusion that i don't have the pipes to sing PCD's I Hate This Part, even though i tried toning the keys to a few notes lower. And besides, the damn guitar chords are so tight they kept cutting my fingers.


Man, i kinda felt relief.

I know they're once in an eon of an opportunity,
but do they worth my heart and soul pouring in?
Sometimes, it's wiser to let things go.
Giving up doesn't mean that i'm weak,
sometimes, having the will to give up is actually a sign of a strong me.
(*smug* who knew the alter ego me is so good at this?)

Man, stupid Wyatt.
You should have learnt your lesson 3 years ago.
LOL!


Guess i broke my resolutions of
DO NOT SAY YES TO EVERYTHING.
I have to learn how to manage my schedule,
and packing every single free slots with stuff to do is not a wise thing to do.

Cold

It's been kinda cold today,
but somehow,
i just felt numb all over.


I was going to cry when i saw Ruby cried when she was about to leave,
but somehow,
no tears come out,
i guess my eyes are so sore and blotchy from drunk crying so much
(yeah, i cry when i'm drunk),
i just went...numb.


It doesn't matter anymore.
I've come to learn how to get over these things.

Miley Cyrus - The Climb [Music Video]

Brand new single by Miley Cyrus,
the song will be feature in the upcoming Hannah Montana Movie.

Am i a freak?

I puke watching the lovey-dovey scene between Edward and Bella
in Twilight.
As if that'll happen in real life?


What the hell is so wrong with me
that makes people go away?


I don't look good?
I don't have a face of a model?
I don't have a sharp dress sense?
I don't have a killer body?


I tried to make up by being

good at everything else
a good person
a thoughtful person
a humble person
a nice person.

Am i not good enough?
Am i a freak to you?
不是你的菜?
菜?!


Whoever said people only care about what's inside you
instead of your physical appearance,
can FUCK THEMSELVES SENSELESS.


It's a pure myth.







Guess being a good person will only
cause you to being hurt and crush badly eventually.

Paper Cut

I picked up the guitar,
was gonna jam a lil',

"I Hate This Part"

Damn the strings,
cut my finger.

Now I feel like a piece of mess.

Now i really have the urge to smash the damn guitar into smithereens...
Just like my heart.


By the way,
Amy (杜玟萱), June (廖珮君), Ruby (劉盈孜), Roy (游晧勛), Jacque (陳薇冰) and Sophia (王瑞琪)
Thank you guys for being there for me.
At least i know,
that i still have a couple of hands to pat on my shoulder..
I love you guys.

The First Cut Is The Deepest

Like i said,

I fully understand.

Guess i'd have to compromise,
though the whole picture is still abstract.

I am
still, confused.


Where did the definite and probable went to?
I don't know.



Haven't felt like this ever since H gave me up.
The feeling is still as painful as it ever was.


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And it doesn't help that the SKANK lambaste me
again, on her blog.

Guess working my ass off for the function ain't enough for her.


Whatever.
I ain't gonna bite back.
I give up.

Yes

I


Understand.







Thank You.

Lady GaGa - Poker Face [Live @ The Dome]

Lady Gaga performing her hit single, Poker Face at The Dome, Germany.
She is so freakin damn hot!!!
Sizzle!

Slow down a lil'

While going out for a much needed fresh air
by the river bank,
suddenly, i came to a realization that
i just simply could not slow down my
footsteps.

I'm taking my life way too fast that i
totally forgot on how to walk breezily
like a normal human being.

I did try,
but the steps kept getting
all awkward.

I need to slow things down,
even if it's only a tad bit...

Am i escaping from something...?
Loneliness? Fear? Life?

Confession

To: Z

I am confused.

I don't know why.


I have a confession to make.
Your presence
impacted me so great,
that i need to confess something.


I sincerely hope that,
if it's not gonna happen for whatever reasons,
i need to know.


Please,
talk to me when you see this.


You know who you are..


Wyatt

Wretched

You know how sad it is being me?
Is that,
i couldn't get anyone to go to the theater with me at all.


I am so fucking pathetic.

Somehow, the drizzle and the cold winds out there
which used to be my fave
doesn't help this time.



They just make every single thing worst.




Someone to talk to and a movie together,
is like wishing for the sky to rain gold.



Yeah,
i know.
My Life.





I think my depression problem is creeping back in again.
Shit. I shouldn't have left my anti-depressant and Prozac back at home,
just because i,
idiot as always,
thought i could handle my emotions now.

Rascal Flatts - Here Comes Goodbye

Hush Hush

Ha~

Happily Never After for me.


Well...

I Hate This Part blared non-stop
since i drowned myself in vodka,
carrying on like nothing's wrong?


All i see is sunset.

Everything is slipping through my finger.
Why?



Porque?




Why?


Is explanation for a closure so hard?


Note To Self: Hush, my dear. Its just how life is. It's a mere beautiful disaster.

What'd I do to deserve all this?

I just don't understand...

What did i ever do to deserve all this?

Tears...
Why do they kept rolling?
Maybe it's the half bottle of Absolut
which i drowned.


I just...

wanna cry,
to celebrate what could be the worst day of my miserable life.

Rise to Fall Harder

Idiocy aside,
i guess me being naive is something that will never change.


I might not know what happen,
but,
for what it's worth,
i wouldn't trade it for anything else.


I've had my time,
you know, the exhilarating feeling of riding
a roller coaster,
or a 50 bucks McFlurry,
sure you get your money's worth,
but wouldn't you just wished it'd
last a bit longer?





I've had my share.


Maybe i should've let the flicker of hope
within me die long ago...

Uh..

What?








huh?












Guess it was a one way street.

Wyatt's idiocy.
Story of my life.

Britney Spears - The Circus Tour preview

Seriously, Britney looks freaking hot!!! Sad i'm not in the US or i might catch a few shows...Anyway, congratulations to Britney on finally making a comeback we fans have been waiting for a long time!! All hail the Queen of Pop!!

Wedding of Hope

Terminally ill 9-year-old Jayla Cooper recieved quite the heart-warming surprise on Sunday afternoon.

Cooper, who is stricken with leukemia and has only weeks to live, had her last wish granted - to marry her friend, 7-year-old friend, Jose Griggs, who also is struggling with leukemia.

The two friends chose their first dance to be to the Jonas Brothers' Love Bug, and word traveled fast. The JoBros decided to surprised Jayla at her home on Sunday by serenading the ailing girl in her living room to Love Bug.

Aww!!

Lida and Melina & Bunifa [of MadTv]

These videos are so funny they will make you pee. LOL!

~Never Have I Fallen~

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away~

15 year old girl brutally beat by cops Seattle, Washington Police overstepped again

A 15 year old girl was beaten senseless by cops in Seattle...Man, this is intense...No one deserves beating like that, not even those who call you a "fat pig"...

Delete

Finally,
i deleted his picture.

Clap, clap, clap!!!!!!
Applause!!!!









Maybe,
i finally found the motivation for me to do so.




Definitely,
Maybe.

Change + Frisson

I guess thing will never be the way it seems for long.
I wish so hard that this time it will be different,
but i guess i was wrong.

Change or no change,
there's still the bits of pieces there where
change will only mean a turn for the worst.

Congratulations,
for earning the title
at the ceremony last Friday.
You guys deserves it,
but i don't think i'm in no way any part of the victory.
In no way i want to associate with a place where
pretentious, backstabbers, fakers are the three main species
inhabiting on.

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3 years ago,
around the same time,
i met him,
i thought,
we were meant to be together,
that i found the special one in my heart.

Ah,
the old naive Wyatt...
I guess, it ain't easy...

They say the winter season won't last long,
and Spring will come eventually,
well, guess what?
My very own Winter lasted for 3 whole years.
Will spring finally come this time around?

Maybe.
I could just hope for the best.

Oh,
does the butterflies fluttering in my stomach counts
as a sign?
Butterflies are a sign of Spring,
so, we'll see...

Oh, do you know,
Butterfly is actually Flutterby?
I don't know how true that is,
but,
it put a smile on your face didn't it?

Dustin Lance Black on Oprah

His acceptance speech is as powerful and touching as ever.
Dustin Lance Black, we thank you for making the world heard what is in out heart.

Taylor Swift - Love Story

Patience

I've learned a lot in dealing with my anger
since the whole outburst fiasco happened last semester,
so, whatever stuff that pisses me off,
well, i will try to suppress it,
bow down respectfully and shut my trap.

Not to mention my already low dignity.
I'm gonna tell myself,
i'm not gonna pick fight,
i'm not gonna slam them back,
i'm not gonna take it to heart what they say,
i won't get pissed off by them,
no,
i'm just gonna keep mum,
shut my trap,
and be patient about it,
because in 3 and a half months time,
it'll be a freaking awesome adieu,
as i will never, ever going back to that
************* **** again.

Peace, ya'll!

Kick His Ass!

A 3 year old kid says "kick his ass...ask..." or something in between. LOL!