Am i a freak?

I puke watching the lovey-dovey scene between Edward and Bella
in Twilight.
As if that'll happen in real life?


What the hell is so wrong with me
that makes people go away?


I don't look good?
I don't have a face of a model?
I don't have a sharp dress sense?
I don't have a killer body?


I tried to make up by being

good at everything else
a good person
a thoughtful person
a humble person
a nice person.

Am i not good enough?
Am i a freak to you?
不是你的菜?
菜?!


Whoever said people only care about what's inside you
instead of your physical appearance,
can FUCK THEMSELVES SENSELESS.


It's a pure myth.







Guess being a good person will only
cause you to being hurt and crush badly eventually.